just wondering what exactly is enough?
trying your best? doing all that you can? or, what you think it's worth.
sometimes i think i tend to try too hard. trying to put everything together. so that everyone will be happy. some how, it just collapses on me every now and then. when i think that things are finally going well, it just comes crashing down again. it's probably something that's called reality, btw if you haven't heard, she's a bitch. this is getting too tiring. too tired to carry on, yet i care to much to let go.
some times, even your best is just not enough. and no matter how hard you try. you just fail. lessons have to be learnt. the heart will be broken(repeatedly). tears will be shed. face overwhelming disappointment.
but i'd still like to believe that, there can be no rainbow without the rain. and only in darkness, can you see the stars.

what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. but then again sometimes i really wish it did...

sigh. studying just makes me think super depressive thoughts. and i'm probably a bit hormonal too. oh wells.