took a picture of all my medicine for eczema just now. too bored.
this is getting crazy. there's at least a thousand dollars worth of medication worth there. or at least my mum says so. crazy eh. i hate eczema! it's very existence is just to annoy me(and other fellow sufferers). it isn't in any way life threatening(i think), nor contagious. it just ugly-fies your skin and drives you insane with the itchiness and slight asthma attacks which usually comes together. people will usually grow out of it after some age, usually some time between 12-18. but mine's still here :( hope it isn't going to stay with me forever!

realise i'm probably going to have major problems if i take sats! probably can't write anymore. not that i could write to begin with. it's just going to be a lot worse. though i was assured that i'd be able to do better than 1830(which can get me into UCLA and many other decent US unis ivy leagues are still out of reach still) at the very least. i highly doubt so. i can't write for goodness sake! okays. not like i'll definitely be taking sats. and my mum's totally against US, she's all for aussie. but i'm a person with lots of ifs la. if this happens then blah blah blah. if that happens then blah blah blah. what if blah blah blah. can't help it! think too much as some would say. have probably thought of all the possible outcomes. haha. though i kind of think my results will be something totally unexpected. something i haven't given a lot of thought about(like getting S or U for any of my H2s. ok, now i think i'll start thinking about it... -.-). and i might actually go down a route i totally didn't expect. maybe i'll go to shatec O_O (ok, this i'm sure is definitely not going to happen.) or retake As. but you get the idea...

i guess results day is pretty much comfirmed to be on friday. so exciting!!! i'll be so disappointed if it isn't on friday. and i'll definitely be the jumpiest person around on the day itself. emotionally unstable. i probably have said this many times. but ya i just repeated myself again. so don't get a shock if you find me behaving really weirdly. though, i highly doubt many will see me at all on results day. will be hiding somewhere hyperventilating, maybe. who knows, i might be feeling really numb at that point of time and be really calm. ok, thinking too much again...