rawrr... feeling emo-ish!!!!
got back my econs CA today.
i tied for the last place in class!!!!
which means, I SCORED THE LOWEST IN CLASS!!!!
I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DEAD LAR.
i am so gonna get retained!!!!
i don't want to waste one year :(
i should have gone to poly!
totally hate JC life, especially subjects!!!
if i get retained, should i stay and repeat 1 year or go to poly or go to MDIS or something?? maybe i should just go to MDIS now and follow valerie's route!
sigh... i failed so badly lar.
so demoralising...
and i bet i'm going to fail my maths test too.
can't seem do MI, binomial and partial fractions!
my lit sucks, and my chem sucks even more!!!
HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSE TO PASS MY MID-YEARS AND PROMOS!??
i wanna get outta school!!!! :(
ok... and all thanks to shufen,
i am starting to question life all over AGAIN...
like... what's the point of living?
so what if i am good and i go to heaven? will i just be living a happy pointless/meaningless life into eternity??
do people live for a purpose OR live to look for a purpose?
is religion oblivious???
however... i shall persevere and always have faith in God
